It just had started.
It just begin.
Should it be ended?
I feel so complicated.
I live in the deep of guilty feeling.
I just can't smile like I did yesterday.
I just can't find what's missing, but I know something is missing.
I ruin all of the things by myself.
I hurt myself because of what I've done.
I just don't know what should I do.
You.
You're still my brightest star.
You're still the one who have sweetest smile in my world.
You're still own both of my dream world and my real world.
You're still, the one who have all of this feeling, whole my heart.
I know how strong you are.
I know that you may not care at all with what happen to me.
I know sweet words will not change your mind.
I know that how loud I cry, how long I beg you, you're still be you.
If you don't care, you will keep don't care.
You.
A boy with strong mind and decision.
You.
You're still the only one who had opened my heart, since it's closed for a very long time.
You.
You're still the only one who can make me start to believe again.
Believing in love, believing that someone is deserve myself.
You.
You did everything that make me happy, glad, be grateful.
You.
Please don't go...
